I have no idea where I’m going with this, and I think I’m just trying to clear my mind,on this rainy dreary, hard day.

It has been a year today. It seems like that sentence should be much much longer. Sheila Faye would have been sixty one today, and in my mind, I’ve been replaying so much of the last week of my sister’s life. I made a little shrine next to my desk that I’ve maintained for a year now, to honor her, and now it is time to put those things away. I miss her a lot.

As I have mentioned many times, this blog serves two purposes, to help me work through things that I am dwelling on from time to time, and to leave a little of me behind for friends and family. This corona virus is on everybody’s mind right now, and everybody seems to sift into one of three camps…

1. Those who are certain we are all gonna die. These folks aren’t much fun to be around even when there isn’t a pandemic to hide from.
2. Those who place more value on their freedom to choose than their slight chance of death from this virus. I would call these risk taking freaks skydivers, but if my ass is jumping out of a plane… a wing has fallen off. Maybe gambler is a better name, either way, we are playing the odds.
3. The fence sitters. You see good arguments coming from both sides, and refuse to commit to either of the other two groups. You guys are the target group for the first two because you are the group helping to maintain this totalitarian system that group number one wants to maintain, and group number two wants to destroy.

Prove me wrong. I’ll just sit here, grow old and die while you’re getting your material together, but I will use my two word rebuttal if I have to… Fear monger.

There is something else going on in all of the three group to some extent, but is most prevalent in one and three, and I would like to segue into that by saying this…

I don’t believe in karma but I do believe that you reap what you sow.

Here’s what I mean by that… Many of you are afraid to speak your mind because you fear retaliation by some karma god that evens the score. But if you view the world using the law of the harvest, you view life differently. My Creator told me to not live in fear, and I don’t. I fully understand that life is fragile, and the more people I come into contact with, the greater my risk. I’ll make everyone reading this a deal. I won’t make fun of you for sitting on the fence, or hiding under the bed, and you don’t make fun of me for going all in on life.

P.S.

Group number three, please get off the fence and into the discussion because group number two needs your help. Now.

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